reboot

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self-aware

I thought a lot about the last few years. Things we did. Things we didn’t. Ups and downs. I like to think that there were a lot more ups than downs. If not, I will keep pretending so. I have to.

But the downs and the things we didn’t do remain. The things I didn’t want to.

I tried to write up some reasoning for this or that. What I think kept me busy years ago. What challenges I take or evade. And why I do so. Or why I would like to believe I do.

I keep writing this in my head for a few weeks now. And rewriting it over and over again. Slowly, I think, I start to understand. It settles in.

TL;DR
I’m an idiot.

-kili

brain anatomy

This is how my brain works. Sort of.

I’m going to check a possible apartment for me tonight. I reckon it might be quite perfect. My brain will then go on a spree to find every possible and impossible reason I might not want to live there. It will be fun.

Had a good day with the family and Detektiv Dachs in Solothurn. – Ok, I can’t walk anymore.

Wish, the evening would have been better.

Searching would be a lot easier, if I knew what I am looking for.