All posts by kili

weekends

I don’t like my weekends. And I dread every following week.

I get to sleep a lot, which is fine. But it also prevents me from doing anything else I might actually enjoy. It’s not that I don’t need the sleep, I absolutely do. But I can’t make any plans while I might fall asleep any minute. There already were multiple possibilities for disaster.

Still. I’m here writing this while I listen to a video instead of going to sleep. This is the most stupid thing, but sleeping only brings tomorrow faster. And I really do not want it to be tomorrow. If I could stop time, I would.

I got a bunch of old photos from my childhood and was kind of looking through them. Why that only brought unhappy feelings, I don’t understand.

I don’t like where I’m at right now and I wonder what I should have done and do now to be in a better spot.

I’m weary. And sometimes I’m tired of trying.

-kili

do not

Don’t do Facebook. Or Twitter. Or any other social media bs.  And not solely because of the data-leaks. – Although I believe that it was more data-sharing, but that’s me.

Don’t do it, because it won’t make you happy. And I know from experience. Past and current, as I still use Twitter.

Do what makes you happy. Go hike. Read a book. Watch cat videos. Do drugs. – Heck, yeah. Do drugs. Because that way, at least you can tell about your own experiences and not those of others.

-kili